Never Backdown

2010-03-31T02:24:00.002+08:00

When you think that you had alot of trouble or problem, think of those who are worst than you. Those being physically handicapped/impaired, those living in the 3rd World Country and had no time to worry about anything else other then to worry for their next meal.

Problems gone.

When you lack of confidence for something, look at the bigger picture. The result will eventually be worst when you are lack of confidence. It finally make sense that actually theres nothing to fear. It cant't get any better without confidence.

Gain confidence.

Do kind deeds everyday and try to help if you can. Stop counting on "I did this today" and expecting something in return. No expectation, No disappointment. Don't be calculative, You eventually get nothing out of it and at most you get yourself tired mentally.

Be helpful.

Don't always compare to those people who are better than you, compare those who are worst. It makes your life more easier and helps you to understand, you still live in a freaking good life. So stop complaining and whining about your life.

Being satisfy with what you have gotten.

Satisfying is the key word to happiness.

2010-02-20T03:20:00.002+08:00

It had been very long since i last posted. Finally, after much detour and hardship, I got my diploma. I am very happy with what i had acheieved. Recently had been quite moody, the reason ? haha. Nothing seems to be working out fine for me. Don't know is it my psychological issue or other factor. I hope I can find my carreer soon and start earning income. Life without income is hard.

2009-11-12T03:10:00.002+08:00

Happy 22nd Birthday to myself.

It took me 22years to realise that sometimes,

something in life doesn't mean u work hard, try hard,

u will get it.

Something can't be wish for.

No matter how hard u can try, it doesnt belongs to you,

you will never get it.

Being nice doesnt mean another person would appreciate it.

You must find your own reason for being nice to everyone.

You might not get what u sow now, or even in 10years time.

However, i believe it will come a long way.

Time to go slp. tmr 1215pm lesson. Nitez.

2009-11-03T15:40:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, I went to Riverview Hotel to work part time.

I had started to work part time, on and off, for 6years over there.

My birthday are coming close,

but i had no idea whether i should celebrate this year birthday.

Even if i am going to celebrate it,

i had no idea where and how to go about celebrating it.

Anyway below are some old time pictures

i had taken over at Riverview Hotel.

2009-10-24T09:24:00.002+08:00

Haven't been updating my blog recently.

Because theres hasn't been nothing much to write about.

Exams are coming.

I haven't been putting in enough effort for study.

At least when compare to the last module,

the hasn't been much effort put in so far.

Was browsing video in facebook or rather i call it "facetube".

Came across this song by ChenWeiLian. 永远的朋友.

This song really really sang my feelings out.

Time to shut down com, get ready for BXG.

Meeting Ceci and Selyn later at MS Mac for studies.

Boxing glove.

2009-10-18T01:51:00.005+08:00

Yesterday we went to East Coast Park Lagoon for dinner. I didnt ate anything much except for 2 chicken wings cause i alr had a very full dinner in school. After the dinner we went to collect the boxing glove keychain that we ordered. After that we went for a game of dota. =) B4 we went dota, lm suggested to take pictures with the boxing gloves. Half way taking the pictures, we realised that the different colour that we bought, just nice is the colour of Power Rangers...WTF..hahahaha. So coincedence. After the dota game then home sweet home. Anyway we forget to take pictures while we are at East Coast. Haha. So only pictures of the gloves.

Blue Ranger: Xiao Ma

Yellow Ranger: Jack

Pink Ranger: LM

Red Ranger: HS

Black Ranger: KW

Its morphin time

2009-10-15T05:37:00.005+08:00

Faggards.
Trying to make a new outlook for my blog.

and it took me about an hour.

Trial and error.

Stupid mistake here and there.

Finally it's done.

Anyway, I got back my Economics and Business Management result recently. Miracles do happened twice. I got another 2 A's in my bag. Way to go Jack. The streak is going at 4 A's now. Let's see where it will stop at. I bet i will stop at this 2 current module which is Business Law and Product Marketing and Management. So freaking hard. May whoever up there bless me again.

2009-10-07T05:10:00.002+08:00

Girl generation ROX!!!

If you are......

2009-09-25T00:19:00.013+08:00

If u are rubbish bin, I want to be the rubbish.

So I can be in you everytime.

If you are a pokemon, I want to be a pokeball.

So I can capture ur heart.

If you are a cigarette, I want to be the lighter.

So I can light you up.

If you are everything, I want to be shadow.

So I can follow you wherever u go.

2009-09-24T05:34:00.001+08:00

Crazy mother cb. Lie down on bed from 230am till now still cannot fall asleep. Decided to do project since cant fall asleep. ZZzZ. Tmr got lesson at 1215pm. WTF. WHAT HAPPEN ?

Ethics and Responsibility

2009-09-19T19:18:00.004+08:00

Humans. Thats what we call ourselves. We are the most pathetic creature in the World. We put up a mask and live under it everyday, every single hours of our life. Deep inside our souls, actually we are capable of doing anything, when our life is under threat or where life is concern.

We Chinese have one saying. 一种米养百种人 . It means one type of rice, breed hundred different kind of people. In other words, it means although we all eat the same thing, drink the same thing, but we nurture different characteristic eventually. No two person are exactly the same.

Babys are so pure and innocent when they are first born. As they grow up, their mind become corrupted. Even if small numbers of them can be pure and innocent, eventually they still bowed down to the World. They came to realise that the World is realistic. Everyone for themselves.

Humans are also the most troublesome and fickle minded creature. We often can't make up our decision. This is because we often have to consider what is right, what is wrong. Am i going to be blame by my peers and the society for doing something which is deem as wrong in their eyes.
What is wrong and What is right ? Who gave the definition of Right and Wrong ?

Everybody had their own definition of Right and Wrong. Its because all of us uses a different perception to percieve any incident. It all depends on the angle u look at it. It is very hard for u to get a 100% agreement over the decision u have made. So as long as you feel that its the Right decision to make, just do it.

[Quote]: Humans are the most pathetic creature in the World. We can't do the things that we wants to do badly often due to ethics and responsibility.

Long Time Friend Gathering

2009-09-18T02:17:00.003+08:00

Yesterday i went for the morning classes

instead of afternoon class.
After which i had to rush down to tampines to meet ks and kn.
I left sch from queenstown and kn say

she will reach in 30mins time.

I reach, then she take another 30mins then she reach,

i guess thats what she mean.

Because that's what happened.

Pasta mania for lunch.

And then we take taxi to katong for teoheng.
"thank you kaisang" for the taxi fare.

Next kaisang diedie wanna eat steamboat.
So "thank you kaisang" for the taxi fare again.

But no more "thank you kaisang" for the steamboat...
Alright, here's the picture we took when we was out.

Look closely at my hand..trying to show that she is short.

WAHAHAHAHA!!!

Lastly, "thank you kaisang" for the taxifare while on the way back home.

Updated by: KN

Editted by: Jack

Reason: Bcos im lazy.

Business Law

2009-09-15T00:46:00.004+08:00

Today is the first day of a new module. Business Law. Overall, until now, the lecturer is not bad. The only minus points is that we had to print our own Business Law book. OMG. $12 in total plus binding. The stupid workbook better make sure i pass this module. Half way thru i peep a few times at her. Its so hard to forget about her. Easier said than done. Somemore same school same class. Want to avoid also hard. The worst part is we 2 share the same friends, really don't know how should i react when going out.

The only thing to happy about is knowing that she wasn't affected by me. At least i didn't become her burden. The thing to be unhappy about is also knowing that she wasn't affected by me. That shows the importantance of me in her heart. BUT as long as she is happy, im satisfied. Really.

[Quote]: The most painful thing in the world is not when u get stab in the back or when u falls, its when the 2 person that u love/like, one after another, hurts and breaks your heart.

2009-09-13T02:05:00.004+08:00

Dota is a addictive game.

BXG fitness gym

2009-09-12T03:01:00.003+08:00

Some of the facilities in BXG fitness gym.

Went to BXG fitness gym to have a trial on the muay thai lesson. Done some padworks, punching, kneeing and bag work. No doubt it was freaking tiring but overall the training was good but the prices doesn't come cheap too. It cost $25 for a single session. The training pushes u over ur self-limits and I was so out of breath half-way thru the training. Thanks fs for teaching us the proper technique and helping us out in the gym. Ur effort is deeply appreciated by me.

I had serious problem of sleeping over the past few days. Lets hope after this training, later when i slp, i can slp peacefully.

P.S: I forget to take pictures. Shall take it the next time i went there. Pictures in the blog are from their website.

2009-09-11T05:10:00.002+08:00

Past is the past. Everybody had to let go of the past someday. Because avoiding the problem isn't the right thing to do and harping on the past won't help in anything. Facing the problem is the solution to the problem itself. Face it, do it. It won't do any help when u keep whining about it. Most importantly, follow ur heart and conscience when u do everything. Nevermind about what people care about you. YOU are YOU.

[Quote]: We don't look backwards for very long. We keep moving forward, opening up new doors and doing new things, because we are curious...and curiousity keeps leading us down new paths.

Selyn Birthday Celebration

2009-09-10T18:08:00.003+08:00

Exams are finally over. Its time to enjoy myself for 3 days before school are restarted. Ytd went to celebrate Selyn birthday with the rest of the classmates. Went to Singapore Flyer, night view is nice. We got the whole capsule for just the 7 of us. Sang birthday song to Selyn on the top of the flyer. Hope she really enjoy that. Went to Rebel after that, somebody manage to sneak in. haha. Anyway hope u really enjoy everything although it might not ended quite happily at least for me. Happy birthday Selyn. =)

THE END!!!

Shawn's Birthday and Study trip

2009-09-05T17:01:00.004+08:00

Went to Marina Square Macdonald to study with Pak, Shawn, Selyn, Faris and Syed on thursday. I got there at 7pm, the rest of them were already there studying. They reached there since afternoon, I cant make it cause i have to help my mum to close her stall.

Half way through our studying, i got to know that its shawn birthday the next day, after 12am. They suggested to buy a cake and give Shawn a surprise. I agreed. The initial plan was to buy a few small rectangular shape cake from Starbucks, but end up we bought an ice-cream cake from Swensen. Because the cake was so small and ugly, doesn't feel sincere enough.

AFter the celebration, we continue our study. But this time round we moved to the macdonald over at boat quay, as the macdonald at marina square only operates 24hrs on friday and weekends. Studied at boat quay all the way till morning 6plus. Shawn, Selyn and Syed all left. Left me and Faris accompanying Pak.

As she cannot go home at that hour to avoid seeing her OWNER, if not they will quarrel again. So I suggested go had a game of dota. Since, all no longer in the mood to study at that hour and just nice left the 3 of us who love playing dota. After dota, HOME SWEET HOME. Blogger got problem again, i will upload the pictures as soon as its ok.

喜歡

2009-09-02T03:39:00.000+08:00

This song sang out my exact feelings.
There is total 3 song in my blog.
If you did not hear this, and u wish to,
Click next till you hear it.

喜歡你的頭髮喜歡你的臉頰
喜歡你微笑的時候眼裡藏不住的光
喜歡你的害羞喜歡你的瘋狂
想要一天24個小時守在你身旁

喜歡開你玩笑喜歡叫你傻瓜
喜歡嚇你一跳的時候看你慌張的模樣
喜歡搭你肩膀喜歡你會怕癢
喜歡趁你沒有防備偷襲你的手指甲

想要抱你一下貼緊我的胸膛
想要告訴你這樣下去不是辦法
想要把你綁架想要帶你回家
想要非常認真嚴肅的承諾地老天慌

思念你令我驚慌想到你令我膨脹
你的每個笑容都會令我幸福的快爆炸
見你的時候我總是說些傻呼呼的蠢話
令我隨時隨地瀕臨瘋狂...

This song is dedicated to someone in my heart and mind every moments. I dont dare to say that it will last forever. Human changes. But for now, i am sure that i want to spend my time with her. Although she might not see this post, hear this song ( she dont have Flash Player).

[Quote]: While I sleep, I dream of you, and when I wake, I long to hold you in my arms. If anything, our time apart has only made me more certain that I want to spend my nights by your side, and my days with your heart.

2009-08-31T13:43:00.000+08:00

Exam is drawing nearer, my stress is getting bigger. Need lots of lucks for exam. I want a genie who can grant me 3 wishes.

Yesterday, after lm and hs went home, me and kai went out. Something bad happened to his car along the journey. He parked somewhere to buy cigarettes and while reversing out, he banged his car back onto a wall. "CRACK!!!" It causes serious damage to his rear light and the tail of his car. He missed the wall as he was too engrossed in looking out for the Philipino guy bhind his car. Sometimes it just doesn't pay to be kind. Let's hope his father won't be that mad at him.

We went to Fort Road to have a little brotherly talk. Just when we are talking, my phone rang. Somebody is still not aslept and she is willing to come out to slack and have supper.

So we went to Shun Fu Road to meet that somebody. Ks didn't know the route there, we just went there blindly and we got very lucky, we reached there without getting lost. Heng ar~!!
We went to somewhere near Bishan Junction8 to have a drink, talk and smoking session. After that Kai suggested going to Fort Road again. LOL.

So we are back to Fort Road, this time with one more person tagging along. LOL. Went there had a heart to heart talk, some opinion from Kai to that somebody. But, Kai, she understand and what u told her i already told her b4. She just lost and don't know what to do.

Nevertheless, I am still Thankful for what u have done, Kai. Thanks. Although it never really changes anything between us. By the way, i am really sorry for what happen to ur car. =(

2009-08-28T02:10:00.001+08:00

My blog song depicts my feelings.

Best Basketball Drama Series

2009-08-26T03:55:00.002+08:00

I had been chasing this japanese drama series for 7weeks. Every week tues night or wednesday morning, they publish one episode. This series so far is the best Basketball drama i ever watched. Its alot better than MVP QingRen, LanQiuHuo etc. Until the 7th episode theres still not much Basketball action, but the romance of the show had deeply touched me. If u like Basketball and u are as sentimental as me, GO WATCH IT. Its nice really. Recently i blog alot about shows, but these are really good shows that i feel i should share.

Oh, just realise i forget to mention the name of the drama. Its called 零秒出手 aka BuzzerBeat. Theres seems to be some problem with my browser or blogger, i can't upload pictures of the show but u guys can listen to the song from my blog.

2009-08-24T22:00:00.000+08:00

Love causes you to be childish and out of control.
You often do things so silly and normally u won't
do it under normal circumstances.

Recommendation

2009-08-24T04:52:00.000+08:00

Just when i was looking for any nice movie to watch on www.tom365.com, i came across this tittle which caught my attention. 大内密探灵灵狗. This whole show was so lame. Its been long since i saw a HK movie that able to make me laugh except 周星驰 movie. A must watch show i would say. It's 4:51am now, time for me to sleep. My bed is calling out to me saying that he miss me. Night guys.

Result of Organization Behaviour and Business Accounting Finance

2009-08-22T03:39:00.000+08:00

I got my result ytd, omg i was so anxious b4 i open the letter. I got A's for the both subject. I was on cloud nine, freaking happy. Called my friends to share my happiness immediately. After i calm down, i feel pressure, i want and i need to score well for the next upcoming 2 module exam. Which seriously i think i will have deep problem just to pass them. Hope whoever up there will bless me, seriously. Lets hope the happy feeling could last me long. At least something nice is happening.

I WILL BE BACK

2009-08-20T03:02:00.000+08:00

Its not me who is looking for emo, it's emo looking for me. I tried my best not to being emo nor having mood swing, but i just can't help. I started throwing attitude and tantrum at my friends, which i seriously think that they don't deserved it. But i just can't control. I'm sorry.

Life is never fair, this might be the best phrase. Maybe because of all the things i go through in my years of life, i truly believe that life is never fair. Recently alot of things happened to me, causing me to think alot. This thinking process piled up all the unhappy things, it came back to me all at one shot.

I am very strong, i can take almost everything just like a breeze. At least thats what i thought. However, recently i discovered that i may not be as strong as what i think i am. Especially when it came to relationship, im as fragile as a jelly, as brittle as a piece of glass. How i wish i can find someone who understands me, and be there for me no matter what happened. My best friend had found himself one, i can't do anything then wishing him, be really happy for him and I seriously envy him.

My time will come, thats what my friend told me but despite of waiting many years nothing had came. Maybe it had came, but they dont stay. They just leave me when i needed them the most, causing me more hurt than what they could ever imagine. Time may heal the wound but whenever it rain, the scar still hurts. I might have forgotten, but once i think about it, it still hurts nevertheless. Because you will never forget about it totally. Its easy to forgive, but it takes years to forget or you will never forget.

No doubt i am down in terms of emotional currently, but i seriously believe that i will come back stronger and tougher. Just like a crab or snake, they changed their skin or shell, they grow and became bigger, stronger. I just had to learn to let go and not taking things so hard. I WILL BE BACK.

2009-08-20T02:11:00.000+08:00

OMG my hb game got problem..try to remedy but can't. Think thats it goodbye HB until i reformat. Haiz i want a new computer, so i can play dota. Anyone kind enough to sponsor me ? LOL.

Sometimes being too honest might be a bad thing. But thats me. I just enjoy saying what i feel like saying and being truthful.

Human Studyings: Time, Energy and Money

2009-08-18T00:36:00.000+08:00

All of us go through mainly 3 stages of life, Young, Middle Age, and Old. The below is the conceptual view in terms of Time, Energy and Money in the above 3 stages.

Young: You got time and energy to enjoy but you
don't have money as you are not yet
financially stable.

Middle Age: You got money and energy
but you don't have time as you
are working off most of your time.

Old: You got money and time but you no
longer have the energy to run around
and enjoy yourself fully like what you
can in the previous 2 stages.

Movie Outing: Where got ghost?

2009-08-17T00:21:00.000+08:00

Today went to movie with hs, lm and ks, the usual crew. We went to watch "Where got ghost ?". I would rate it a 7/10 for the hokkien joke. I was rushing to finish my long john right b4 the show, ended up i cant finished it in time and had to packet the left over chicken and fries using a paper bag and sneak it into the cinema. LOL.

Tmr ks start working at his new work place..although its not the first time he work at Apple Telecom but still all the best for him. =). Good luck and hope u save up money real soon and go study. Last but not least, find a girlfriend soon..he is about crazy to find a gf. LOL.

2009-08-15T19:13:00.000+08:00

I just spent 2hrs to edit a picture using Paint.

Step1:Zoom in till maximum.(Until u can see the picture is all pixelised.)

Step2:Trace along the drawings with white colour brush.

Step3:Colour the rest of the picture white.

Step4:Save it.(As i go on doing, i just keep saving it fearing that any bug will pop out at any time causing me to redo everything.)

Step5:Shout out loud "Fucking tedious job!!!"

2009-08-14T04:11:00.000+08:00

I was viewing some of the old times pictures, happened to came across this 2 pictures. This 2 pictures was taken back around 4-5 years ago. Back then everything was once so simple...no need to stress for money, no need to stress for career. How i wish i can turn back the time..great memories.

[Quote]:Treasure the time you have now, because there's no turning back once u missed it.

2009-08-12T02:12:00.000+08:00

I am weaker than i thought...i thought i am going to be fine..i act as if i am ok..but i am not..seriously not. I can't show my friend that i am hurt, sad and emotional unstable..i don't want to affect them with my mood..i thought i will be ok after a few days..but all this happens together at one time..i don't know how to resolve it..the only way is letting time heal my scar..i am going through so much in my heart that i don't know how to put it into words.

[Qoute]Humans are fragile, they get hurt easily and die anytime.

2009-07-29T19:43:00.000+08:00

Heres the video of the match..ENJOY..3Rounds, 3rd round video have slight problem.

2009-07-28T01:09:00.000+08:00

Sunday was a very very big day for my best friend..HIS VERY FIRST MUAY THAI FIGHT!!!

I went down to support him over at Baan Nak Muay gym. The entry fee was $10, i told him you better win, if not i will whack u till u pay me back. I think he got too scared that i will whack him, and he did win the match..LOL. He is a great fighter (birds of the same kind flock together). When he stepped into the ring, i was so nervous..think it happens all the time when someone who is machi to u steps into the ring. Anyway im so happy that he won the match last but not least all the best for your future endeavour in your muay thai journey.

Try messing with him

Advertisement for BXG gym

Getting ready..
Before match started(might be his last pic)

JKING!!!

He was trying to scare his opponents
(You should have seen his face, like shit
cramped inside for 30thousand years)

He punches, all you can do is block ?

Before the annoucement of victory, end of match.
(How you know you won ? Raise ur hand for what?)

Hip Hip Hooray!! Victory!!
Medalist
Supporting party and victory boy

(See his face..so happy..like organsm)

2009-07-25T22:38:00.000+08:00

I went helping at my mum stall..worked the whole day for her so she could have one day off. On my way home, i was approached by a 20cents. Below is the conversation.

20cents (c): eh can buy one cigarette from you ?

me: sorry this is my last stick.

As usual 20cents got no money to buy one packet of cigarettes. Probably because they got too many kids and started to feed their kids shit everyday(this explain why all 20cents are stupid and brainless, cause they suffered permanent brain damage due to their parents. This is a vicious cycle and never ending) in order to save up enough to buy a red carplate car.

Im serious. 20cents means of transport = RXZ, TZM(for slightly richer one), Red carplate Asia made car. Today i happened to saw 3 red carplate car on my way home, i take a look inside..seriously each car inside is full of 20cents. I havent seen any smart 20cents exist in this world before..Please intro them to me if anyone of u happen to know one.

2009-07-24T16:13:00.000+08:00

The below mentioned names are changed to 20cents (a) and (b) to protect their rights. But people who know me well should understand.

20cents (a): eh bro got money buy cigarette wanna kup ?

20cents (b): eh no leh..u sure u want to smke anot ?

20cents (a): huh why leh ? just smke lar

20cents (b): one stick of cigarette is more expensiver than our life leh..i got to use my savings to buy them..

20cents (a): yeah lar but i just picked up $10 on the flr, a girl just drop it..

20cents (b): but i thought ur mother need the money to do operation ?

20cents (a): aiya dont care lar..enjoy first..my mother die nvm..so many others around..

20cents (b): yeah hor..k lar..but must call others to help us buy. (Underage)

2009-07-24T15:52:00.000+08:00

All of us are once so innocent..from the day we stretch our hand/legs out from our mother womb..we are just like a piece of white paper..without any stains without any dirts.

We came into this filthy world..people starts to spray, paint or even use colour pencil to colour us. Even our parents, coloured us into the colour they wanted us to become. What they called the upbringing of us.

What we encountered or experienced when we are young, goes a long way in our life..as we grow up..we started not to let our parents colour us. We ourselves use our own colour pencil and coloured our friends. Peer influence or peer pressure. Soon, us, "the paper" got stained, dyed with all sort of colours.

Lust, greed, power, materialistic..all these comes into the picture. Who can withstand and not bow over the power of all these ? Not even the once seen holy monk Ming Yi. (Horse as pets? i bet his robe is Versace, sandles is LV, bead is Agnes B, and even the boxer he's wearing is GUCCI)

Religion will not help us to overcome this..nothing will..no one is pure including monks, nun, and pastor. All are just wearing a mask..walking around. Conciously or sub-conciously..all of us make mistake. The most importantly, is walk out of it..admit it..and correct them.

Quote: The greatest mistake make is not making a mistake, its when you make a mistake and you don't have the courage to admit and correct them.

2009-07-24T03:35:00.000+08:00

Waiting for people or even for a chance, could make u exhausted. When people are late, we reprimand them and everythings fine after that. Its different when you were to wait for a chance, because it never seem to come at all. Subconciously your minds telling you to give up, and proceed on. But its the heart that prohibit you to comply with the mind. That’s what made us persevere on. Its as though the heart has an intellect of its own, and calls out to you for some reason. Its really astounding that the heart can affect the mind at times. But all these, doesn’t help to ease any restlessness. You are still waiting for that someone, for that chance and for the future…

It thoroughly eradicate the remaining energy of your soul. It’s really tiring to wait for things, above all chance. When you finally gotten it, that’s where everything came to a halt. The time freezes for a little while, so to let u enjoy or savour the short moment of satisfaction. And reality will hit you hard the next instant.

Waiting is basically a tidious job to do, to be able to persevere on takes more than a well trained body. Whats most important is a strong and enduring mind to go through such arduous process…

[ Quote ] The tragedy of life is not that it ends so soon, but that we wait so long to begin it…

2009-07-19T14:19:00.000+08:00

Have you ever met someone so special that your heart never wants to give him/her up ? The feeling is so exceptional, you know that he/she will never give you a chance but yet you still yearn to be by his/her side protecting him/her. Is this called gracious ? To be hurt one sided is also comparable to idiocracy. He/she doesn’t seem to give a total damn about you, or just treat you like an aquaintance despite that you still persevere on.
Is it so hard to let go and forget about someone so special ? Why is it so ? common question occurs when people look back into what have done, reflecting their actions as appropriate or not. But they never came to a conclusion and just blindly continue to think that if they improve themselves he/she might take notice of them. I wonder being mesmerized by someone has such an anguish effect, what if you fell in love with him/her ?
Will it turn out as a beautiful mosaic art piece ? Or just a nightmare that you mistakenly thought it as a beautiful dream ? Being called a friend by them is equivalant to they murdering your heart. No matter what word they put infront of the “friend”, be it special, caring or whatever. It all means the same…

[Quote] : Should i smile because you’re my friend or cry because that is all we will ever be ?

2009-07-19T11:51:00.000+08:00

More pictures from KS birthday outing...Labrador Park..

Countless tries of trying to catch the all of us on air.

Trying to be Superman.

YEAH!! WE ARE SUPERMAN AND SUPERWOMAN

He looks like twins with the monster pencil case

Catch the Pencil case at MDIS

9years of friendship

2009-07-18T03:48:00.000+08:00

Friends that worth risking life for..the CREWS

First of all, before i started writing anything, let me wish my bro HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Dont be demoralised. We will go down and visit you, as and when we free. =) Went out for ks birthday celebration today, start at 7pm, all the way last till 4am. Xin Wang HK cafe makan, Changi Bucks Cafe drink and slack, wanted to go to henderson wave to find kenneth, but cant find our way there, went to labrador park instead. Half way ken joined us. Had some nice and fun time after that. Went to bedok simpang to have a drink and slack there again..haha. All the way till 3plus..while we are on our way home, kana road block...FUCK ALL THE 20CENTS. Yellow ribbon = Bullshit ? Stop penalise on people and give pple a chance..remove your coloured lens..

So happy!

Feeding of Hong Kong Monkey

Fine HKD500

GUYS ONLY
(Photographer LLM)

KS birthday cake.

Proudly sponsored by(LM, KEN, FS, ME, MAH)

Pussy Birthday Boy that tries

to take out candle from cake.

2009-07-17T02:40:00.000+08:00

Exam days are over...now its time..to ENJOY!!! Never been so confident in any exam before. I think because all the previous exam i had, i didnt studied. Including O'Level...I'm sure i will pass this exam, just the difference of grades that i get...because i studied like a DOG..woof..~!!!

2009-07-15T02:29:00.000+08:00

Had been wondering, humans uses their brain to think or their heart to think?When you ask someone a question, how true will his/her reply be, to what extend? People tends to think with brain and modified the answer accordingly, thus even if u ask them to say honestly and truthfully, its only true to a certain extend. How many people really uses their heart to feel and think when a question is asked ? Answer that they got directly from their heart is the most truthful answer. So think and feel, next time when someone asked u a question.

2009-07-14T14:54:00.000+08:00

End of OB, start of BAF. Before that, catch a nap first.

2009-07-14T00:53:00.001+08:00

Went to mac to study and revised for OB AGAIN. Think i am going to die of overdose of macdonalds and french fries. Tmr is the exam, wish me luck man.

2009-07-13T02:58:00.000+08:00

Fs called me back and meet me at around 8plus. Went down to Qiang Kee Roast Chicken Stall again to support as today is his openning. Tested the chicken wing and fries. Some of u must be wondering, eh roast chicken stall why got sell wings and fries, haha i dont know either. They just sell it thats all. After that went to the usual bubble tea shop drink a cup of Oreo Chocolate, wah song song kao jurong. Then go up fs house take pad and gloves, went to ah mah house for some self training. Not a bad day, learnt some useful stance and moves from fs but need more practise. OB sucks!!

Chicken wings and fries from Qiang Kee $3only

2009-07-12T19:16:00.001+08:00

Called fs twice and he hang my phone, think doing something that shouldnt be disturb. LOL.
call me back idiot.

2009-07-12T00:45:00.000+08:00

It started to rain at the east area in the evening. Received a call from fs. Went down to bedok Blk744 coffeeshop to find ks. Qiang Kee Roast chicken stall. Guys do go down and support ks. As what he said in his blog, 1% discount will be given to friend. So please remember to ask for it when u guys went to support him. =( . Eat and slack awhile. The feelings inside my heart are so confusing, what i exactly want, i dont know. What i want to do, i dont know. Plus the exam is coming, i am stressed. Someone please draw me a map, give me a compass for me to get out of this SHIT!!!

2009-07-10T20:09:00.000+08:00

Someone told me a sad story, could see his eyes turn red when he told me that. Trying to not drop his tears infront of me. Be strong, time will heal everything. KARMA does exist, its returning the wrong that u did by 10times. Beware!!!!

2009-07-10T00:34:00.000+08:00

Went home at 7plus in the morning, was studying at sembawang thru out the night. Take mrt to yishun then catch bus 969. Missed the first bus which came into the bus stop because the bus was full. Stand at where the entrance of where the first bus stop, but omg the 2nd bus which came in, stopped further bhind than the first bus. So i missed the bus 2nd time, finally i get to board the 3rd bus, BUT TRAFFIC JAM. and i have to stand the whole damn duration back to tampines. finally im home and had a chance to get some sleep. the moment i lied down on my bed thinking to myself, FINALLY i can sleep. " bam bam bam bam " there was renovation works going on at my block for lift upgrades. FUCK THIS SHIT. Met up with Syed and the crew, studying at tamp macdonald currently, with one idiot beside me watching me blogging. Waiting for his turn to use the laptop. Im going to go carrying on study, see you guys. Bye. 5cents wasted today.

2009-07-09T01:17:00.000+08:00

went study ytd at marina square with syed, ceci, manfred and bla bla bla. A whole chunk of classmates. Had a long day, alot happened. Went to study at tampines macdonald after that, all the way till 6am. Home sweet home after that.

YUMMY!!!!

Big and small

2009-07-06T23:40:00.000+08:00

Went to help my mum at her stall so she could have a day off. Business was good today. 5cents wasted today, 10cents wasted ytd.

2009-07-06T00:48:00.001+08:00

Army life of mine.

Top of the hill.

South Africa trip

Where's the plane ?

India trip(non-photoshoped)

Just started to blog, so put some pictures previously taken in.

Thinking of her, makes my heart aches. Every action of hers beats my heart. Voice that came out of her mouth melts my heart. Everything she does, is cute and nice to me. Omg, im dead.

2009-07-06T00:33:00.000+08:00

Went to parkway parade today,
ks got accused thrice.
Owned by hs, lmao.
Today the whole day the mood
quite emo. Thanks gang for thinking ideas
for me all this while.

Deep in thoughts

Candid shot

Caps

2009-07-05T16:34:00.000+08:00

Woots first day of my own blog.
Didnt wanted to set up a blog at first,
psycho by friend so decided to give it a try.
After all they had been doing it for almost 2 years,
so just trying to find the fun they find in it.
Started to feel she treating me coldly, thinking,
what have i done wrong? Sometimes, i feel that we
are doing ok, but sometimes i feel coldly treated.